I thought a non-ranting-at-PokerStars-SNG-changes post was in order. I'm getting a little sick and tired of all the changes and debating, and you're probably sick of me going on about it all.
As I've mentioned before, I've had a couple of sessions with Mental Game coach Jared Tendler over the last two or three months, which I feel have been very productive. I blogged about our last session a few days ago, but now Jared has posted up the audio for it, so if you are interested in hearing it for yourself you can download it here.
I got a nice mention in Barry Carter's blog recently (aside from him suggesting I look twelve, when I am infact 26, thanks for that Bazza). Although we've only met in person a couple of times, Barry has been someone who has looked out for me over the years ever since I got to know him through the Blonde Poker forums (perhaps it's because he's 31 and I'm 12?). I am really pleased for him that his new book with Jared has hit the shelves. He seemed pretty chuffed getting his hands on the hard-copy for the first time. It must be a wonderful sense of achievement for both of them. Any sense of achievement I have gets spent on nappies and take-away, so to have something tangible that a lot of hard work and dedication went into must feel pretty satisfying!
The Mental Game of Poker
Speaking of their book, The Mental Game of Poker, it arrived in the post a couple of days ago :). I have only read half of the first chapter, which is the Introduction, but it already looks very promising and I can't wait to get stuck into it. I know this sounds kinda lame, but I really like the font they chose! I'm sure this isn't the best part of the book.
In fact one thing has really stuck with me already from the first handful of pages. Dusty Schmidt recalled some great advice that Jared gave to him:
Jared once asked me, "When you look at a weather forecast, and it says it's going to rain, do you get mad when you go out and it's raining?.. So why do you continually get angry when you know variance is going to happen?
The next time I feel the urge to shout and swear at the computer, bang the computer, and tell my opponent to f** * right off, which is something I do when I'm having a bad day or whatever, I'm going to remember this piece of advice from Jared, and perhaps it will chill me out a bit (and prevent me from teaching my 20-month-old son some choice catchphrases).
I randomly decided to watch Rounders for the second time the other day. It's cool how it was made in 1998 but it still stands up as a really good film today. Okay, some of the poker itself is a bit dodgy (for example, I believe Mike McDermott, the character played by Matt Damon, open raises for 20 times the big blind with KK whilst playing heads up. WP sir), but considering the huge evolution of poker since it was made, it isn't too bad.
There are definitely some similarities between Mike McDermott and my old self. I risked my degree to play poker (and like him, inevitably dropped out). I would take shots that were way outside of my bankroll. I was always thinking about the glory of becoming a famous poker player.
However, these days I pride myself on being much like the character Joey Knish. Poker is the means of supporting my family, and that is the most important thing, so taking any undue risks just isn't an option. Although Knish gets looked down on a little for his 'all grind no glory' way of life, I am so much happier now grinding it out like Knish than I was facing the swings of McDermott.
Having said that, it seems that every month a UK player who I'm friends with, or at least know, has some sick success in live tournaments. Be it James Dempsey, Stu Rutter, John Eames, Toby Lewis, James Keys or, just recently, Rupert Elder. I do get the odd hint of jealousy, and perhaps wish that could happen for me one day. It's only a fleeting thought though. If I get the chance to take a few shots in the future, then that's cool and who knows, one day maybe I'll bink something. For now though, I'm happy enough just grinding out a living, and trying to build my life bankroll as well as my poker one.