July 25, 2016

2016 Update

Towards the end of last year me and my wife were deciding whether to cash out our chips and stick with 2 children or take the gamble and go for three. As well all know gambling is a risky business, non more so than when it results in a lifelong commitment. In the end we rolled the dice and here is what they landed on:

Orlanda Casey Atkin born on the 18th June 2016.
Having had a look through the blog archive I see that I went into some rather graphic detail when I posted about my first and second children being born. This birth seemed very normal, but then I suppose when you're doing something for the third time it does feel more normal. I'm sure having three children as opposed to two will throw up some challenges for me and my wife as they grow up, but needless to say we feel very blessed with our family.

Online poker has been up and down this year, or I should say down and up. Three months in it was looking like job-time for me, things were not going well and I had made approximately £0, which does not a nappy buy. But I sort of re-set myself on the first of April (a fool-proof plan). I vowed to exercise before each session I played, made some study-based goals as I had been getting lazy at studying (this tends to happen when running bad for a while, but it is the most important time to study), and essentially forget the first three months of the year really happened. Fortunately, since then things have been going much better so I have put the McDonald's application form away for the time being.

I haven't dabbled in the live poker arena much this year. I travelled down-under for the Aussie Millions for the third consecutive year. I did manage to secure my first Australian flag on Hendon Mob after this visit, but unfortunately it was only from a min-cash for 20th place in a $2.5k side event. Since then I haven't really played, but I am going to give the Goliath in Coventry a whirl. I will be playing Day 1C on Monday 1st August 2016. You can compete against me by booking your seat at any Grosvenor Casino or here: http://bit.ly/atkingoliath. (Advertisement)

December 02, 2015

New look, and yes I'm still alive!

It's been rather a long time since I posted on the blog, almost 18 months, and in truth I haven't really been active for about 3 years. I don't have an especially good reason for the absence except that I'm a fairly busy person, and the time I don't spend either playing poker or studying poker I try and spend with my wife and two children. On the other hand, half an hour here or there isn't exactly a huge commitment! Given the amount of hits the blog still gets (I surpassed one million hits earlier in the year, having hit half a milly in July 2012) it would be a shame to just let it die.

So whilst I had a couple of days spare with the PokerStars strike going down at the moment I opted to completely revamp the design of the blog. I must have had the old design for about 5 years, and a lick of fresh paint seems like a nice motivator to post a bit more often.

So my last update was my Aussie Millions report from 2014. I've managed to go on a few other poker trips since then. I went to Vegas last year, in which I got my first two WSOP event cashes, but unfortunately my 208th and 604th place finishes didn't exactly set my world ablaze.

I attended the Aussie Millions for a second consecutive year in January this year having won another satellite on PokerStars. Unfortunately I bust the Main Event pretty quickly, and I think I set a record for least time spent in Australia as I left 3 days after arriving! Yes, this meant I was in the air nearly as long as I was on the ground! This might seem kind of silly to many of you, but I was on my own, had already done a bunch of stuff the year before and wanted to get home to my kids. I'll actually be returning for a 3rd time next January, so hopefully next years exploits warrant a longer trip!

Me on the Melbourne Star, Jan 2015

I've also been on two poker trips this year with my old friend Dan Carter, who I actually met on a final table back in 2005, and another mate of ours JP. We went over to Marbella for a few days for the Estellas Poker Tour event there in June which was very nice.

Dan, JP & Me, Marbella, June 2015

Ultimately though it was our latest trip that proved to be the most successful. With Dan living in the Netherlands at the moment, the Master Classics of Poker festival in Amsterdam caught our eye, and Dan managed to win the 2nd event (€770 8-max) for a nice score. He even got a novelty cheque (helping him transport this home was a fairly comical scene, featuring a random lady on the tram asking to take his picture with the cheque because her son liked poker, lolz!).

Dan is victorious, November 2015

The week looked to be something of a wash out for me except for the small % I had of Dan, but in the final event (€825 NLH) we were going to play I managed to pull a 3rd place out of the bag for my biggest score since my final in the Monte Carlo tournament in which I also came 3rd nearly 2 and a half years ago. It was a somewhat disappointing result as I began the table chip leader but lost all my important showdowns. Most notably with 6 players left someone decided to make an ICM-suicide jam with AJos when I had Jacks. This was for nearly half the chips in play and would have put me in a great spot to win, but alas he got there. However I could easily have finished 6th at this point so laddering up to 3rd wasn't a bad result in the end, and of course I had run well at times earlier in the tournement to make it to the final table.

Online poker has been ticking along for me. Lately I've been reducing my table count to around the 8-9 mark which I'm finding quite enjoyable. I'm also playing a few less turbos these days. It is unquestionable that poker is gradually getting tougher, so it is imperative to stay ahead of the curve. Also PokerStars is doing its best to squeeze out as much money as it can out of the poker economy, with Spin & Go's seemingly its main focus these days. So I'm trying my best to make sure I can still earn money from this game which I've been playing professionally for about 10 years now!

May 01, 2014

Aussie Millions & general update...

Right off the bat in 2014 I had some rather odd fortune. I played a feeder satellite into a satellite that looked like it was going to get cancelled (so I played get the Tournament $ if I won. I won. Sweet! Except, it didn't get cancelled. So in I go to a $700 Aussie Millions Satellite with 1 seat. I won that too. Sweet! But now I have to go to Australia at the beginning of February.

Now that sounds pretty awesome, but it was a bitter-sweet feeling for me as I'd be leaving my 2 young children behind for the first time, with my wife having to cope with the little monkeys. My compromise was to only go for a few days. I actually only ended up being there for 6 days, which is a bloody long way to travel for such a short time!

Actually, though, I didn't find the journey too painful. When you have two kids you never really get the time to just sit down and do nothing. So I was actually pretty happy getting to sit, chill, do some reading and watch a film or two that weren't made by Disney for a change!

I was regged up for 1C the day after I got there but fired away at 1B on the day I arrived instead, which was a bold move but I slept really well on the flights and felt like it would be fine.

I actually took what I consider to be the worst beat of my poker career.  Maybe not equity wise as it was still early on in the tournament. However, this was the biggest buy-in tournament I'd ever played, I just traveled 24 hours solely to play it and just a few hours after landing I get this beauty:

Tim Slater (a British reg) of all people opens from early position in Level 5. 778 rainbow flop. Oi oi! Tim bets, I peel, BTN peels. Turn is a Jack. Tim checks, I check, BTN bets, Tim folds, I raise. He tank calls. River is a J. I put him all in for 1/2 ish pot. He calls with J9os. FML. That crippled me, but I managed to spin back up and finish Day One with about a 2/3rds average stack. Unfortunately a couple of hours in to Day Two I got it in with a combo draw vs 2 pair and didn't get there.

So the Main Event didn't go according to plan, and unfortunately nor did the $1k Super-KO, the $2.5k 6-max, or either bullet I fired at the $1k re-entry. It made sense to take a shot in a few tournaments while I had the opportunity in soft fields given that I had traveled all the way to Australia, but after not having the best 4 months online prior to this the bankroll depletion wasn't particularly well timed.

The few weeks after Oz didn't go particularly well either, which equated to about a 6 month spell of suckiness, by far the worst run in my poker career. Fortunately April was kind to me and things finally started to pick up, so hopefully I have turned a corner and I won't have to go job hunting just yet.

Here's a few pics of Australia. I enjoyed the few days I was there, although being on my own was a bit of a bummer. Melbourne is a really lovely city though, I enjoyed the touristy bits that I managed to do and it was pretty sick going for a morning jog alongside the river.

Sick view from my room!

Chocolate & Headphones in exchange for rake!

My jogging route

December 31, 2013

2013 in review...

Professionally, I'm really not sure how to feel about 2013. I could certainly consider it to be a successful year; it just eked in as my most profitable year as a poker professional. However this was largely attributable to a live tournament score which I really only consider to be a lucky bink. My online results for the year were decent, but I earned less than I did in both 2011 and 2012, so in that sense they were a little disappointing.

I got out of the blocks nicely in January, and managed to bink a $109 turbo early on, which unfortunately would turn out to be my only outright win in one until November, which certainly had some impact on my yearly results as they tend to me my biggest buy-in game.

My daily grind stayed somewhat consistent throughout the year, playing mostly MTTs with some 18, 45 and 180 man SNGs thrown in. I did begin the year mixing in non-PokerStars sites, but they gradually got phased out as I wasn't sure they were worth the extra focus that multi-tabling different software requires.

Our youngest, Alaina, turned 1 at the beginning of the month. They go from being tiny-babies to monster-toddlers so fast! Poker wise it was certainly not the best month as I broke even, but at least I managed to start digging myself out of a downswing somewhere around my 28th birthday.

I got off to a flyer in March then it steadied off. We took the kids to Disneyland Paris for the first time at the end of the month. Although it was bloody freezing, we really enjoyed the few days we spent there. I was really happily surprised by just how much the kids got out of it. They both absolutely loved it, and Clark was still talking about it months later.

After taking up running in September 2012, I ran my first race at the beginning of April, which was the 10km in my home city, Lincoln. I was aiming to pass the finish line in under an hour and managed a shade under 57 minutes so I was pleased with that,. Hopefully I can improve on that time next year.

Poker wise, April began uneventfully, but then I just went and binked 3rd place in a £1k tournament, from which I netted £36k. I won't go into details as that was one thing I actually blogged about this year (see: "Monte Carlo"). I allowed myself a bit of time off as a reward, and we booked a weeks holiday in May to Ibiza. It was a nice break, but perhaps a little early in the season as it wasn't all that sunny/hot.

After playing for such a vast amount of money at the Monte Carlo final table I found it tough to get back to grinding it out online, and barely played a hand of online poker in May, which was a bit of an excessive break.

At the beginning of June I traveled down to the unprecedented ISPT to play on the pitch at Wembley, which was a pretty surreal/cool experience, but alas I busted the tournament fairly early and in unspectacular manner. After slacking off throughout May I finally got back in the groove in June and posted up some nice results and for the first time in the year was pleased with the volume I managed to put in.

I continued to put in some decent hours in July and and was in straight up God Mode all month, which meant July was my best month of the year by some margin!

Although not quite in the God Mode of July, August ticked along very nicely. Right at the very end of the month we treated my parents to a family holiday to Salou in Spain, a resort they took me to many times when I was little. The hotel was really nice, the food was amazeballs and the weather was beautiful, which led to a lovely holiday. The nearby theme park Port Aventura has a Sesame Street World which was perfect for the kids (who in very modern fashion like to watch Sesame Street videos on YouTube), and there was also a funfair near the hotel with a Spongebob bouncy castle, which was perfect for Clark who at the time was Spongebob mad. Having my parents there to help with the kids on occasion gave me and Liz a chance to have a few moments of relaxation, which is pretty rare these days!

After we got back it from our Aug/Sept holiday, it was my son's 4th birthday, and he had a blast at Playzone with his friends. Me and Dan Carter had decided we would go on a small poker excursion in September, but with Dan running a little bad at the time we ended up going for the budget option which was GPS Stoke! Not very glamorous to say the least, but we did have a fun day out at Alton Towers, and I managed to have a little nostalgic look around my old University, Keele, which is just a few miles away. I had a pretty decent sweat in the tournament as well, finishing 16th out of 415 runners. Afterwards, I had a decent 2nd half of the month on the online felt.

October was by far my worst month since I became a proper grinder in 2009. I went on a hugely demoralizing downswing, and basically just lost relentlessly for the whole month. (I covered this in quite a lot of detail in my blog post "My biggest ever downswing")

November was essentially the complete opposite of October and I managed to dig myself out of the huge downswing. A $13k score, my 2nd biggest online cash, sparked my turn around in fortunes (again, covered in the blog post  "My biggest ever downswing"). I also passed the 1 million lifetime VPP mark towards the end of the month!

I always seem to struggle with motivation in December. I start thinking about my goals in the year ahead and psyching myself up for New Years Resolutions and such. This year I was almost waiting for 2014 to start. I also think the swings of October/November had an affect on me and I was a bit scared to lose. Methinks a re-read of the Mental Game of Poker books is in order as that certainly sounds like some Mental Game fishiness.

I played zero poker for the last week and a half of the year, which was nice as I got to spend a lot of time with my family. Christmas was lovely this year, my kids really got into it, and my wife Liz did a great job cooking her first Christmas Dinner. Me and Liz are getting a rare night out for New Years Eve which should be nice :)

2013 Overall:

So overall I had a decent year, it just got turned on its head by a $25k downswing towards the end of the year. Looking through my year review from 2012, I am a bit disappointed to be able to accurately copy and paste this: "I was disappointed with was my lack of volume. I don't feel like I put in a sufficient amount of hours over the course of the year...I think I could have grinded a decent amount harder". I did manage more hours in 2013 than 2012 but there was still too much slacking off for my liking. So I'm hoping I will be more efficient with my playing hours next year, and take planned breaks rather than slacking off, whilst still taking plenty of time to enjoy watching my young children growing up.

Best of luck to you all in 2014 :)

Online Results:

Live Results:
(factors in action sold etc)
My Investment: £8,000
My Cashes: £38,500
Net Profit: £30,500


Funny things kids say
I was looking through my Facebook statuses for the year, and noticed a few beauties from my son Clark which I thought I'd share:
  • Shows how often I wear a suit. Clark looks at me coming down the stairs and says "that's a funny costume!"
  • (A bee is still and I'm showing Clark) "Can you see his eyes Clark?", "Yes Daddy, I didn't know bees had eyes!", "All things have eyes Clark, that's how we can all see", "No they don't Daddy, ovens don't have eyes!" (Touché!)
  • I just called Clark a pain and he retorted with "Well you're the underwear person"
  • I was somewhat concerned when Clark told me he'd seen a black man he didn't like. Fortunately it turned out he was referring to Darth Vader!

A few pics from the year: